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Water

Hold this close
Our time is short
And our last time
Last night, that I am yours

He’s got another round of questions for you
You tell him what God has put you through
When time clocked out I know you still knew
What I was about, but it’s not the way I was hoping you’d find out

Hold this close
Our time is short
And our last time
Last night, that I am yours

I’ve got something to say to you
You know you left a bruise
And now God will shine and you will still
Wonder why I can now learn to live without you

We leave this behind
These questions of mine

Hold this close
Our time is short
And our last time
Last night, that I am yours

And we’ll be together
Our souls last forever
You’ll see



We

There’s a mirror in your eye
And a mirror in the sky
It’s all happening here at the very same time
I can grow on my own
I can see with my eyes
That way it’s all truth and very little lies

I can see what you are
What you are to me
I can see if you are what you were in my dream
I can see who I am without the lore
I can see electric lightning going through the floor
And I’m not alone through this blue through this haze
My third eye finally goes to a blaze
I believe in the good things coming through these days
I believe suffering is just a phase

We are all we need, to survive this
In Yahweh
We can believe, there is something more
Breathing me
Or is it breathing you.. are you believing?
When you’re seeing, the love in its truth

Travel through this land
It’s an unreal blend
Of fiction and truth
Come on and look at you
Through an objective view
So you can let go
Of hurting yourself
And other people you loath

Distilled information
Blocked by lies and intuition
“Forget your heart forget your mind”
Is what they been teaching
Only love is what you need
To survive this game
Only love is what you need
To keep on breathing
We are all we need, to survive this, in Yahweh
We can see, this truth in all it’s beauty
Disillusion, see through illusion
We can breath, when we can see
And I’m sorry, for what I’ve done
To cause harm to those of earth
Cause I am dying
With you, still in my heart

So let it all flow from the base to the crown
Can you feel the merkaba going up and down
Keep on the path of letting go and moving on
Don’t let the fear come back and drag you down now.



Moodswings

Give me hope, give me light
Show me everything’s alright
Give me moodswings, teach me insanity
A stable mind is killing time

I was gone for month
Now I’m here by your side
I could travel far
But I might lose my mind

A piece of you reflects the whole
Heartfelt gesture, I want some more
Giving yourself away to palpable pressures
And I know you never felt the flow
Maybe I can call you baby we can break the mould
What can I say, it’s drastic measures?

Why can’t everything be said and done
How come everything is easy when I’m with you
Sometimes when I feel the moment is real
I won’t let you slip away, slip away

A piece of you reflects the whole
Scoot your body closer now
Yeah I want some more
I gave myself away to your drastic measures
And I know you never felt the cold
You pretended there was warmth there and nothing more
You would give yourself away
To my lasting effort

Why can’t we be forever young
How come loving’s never easy when there’s distance
Sometimes when I fear you never were real
I won’t let you slip away

Give me hope, give me light
Show me everything’s alright
Give me moodswings, teach me insanity
A stable mind is killing time

I was gone for month
Now I’m here by your side
I could travel far
But I might lose my mind

Give me hope, give me light
Show me everything’s alright

I’ll give you hope, give you light
Show you everything’s alright
Sure, there is distance some
But we’ll be doin just fine..



Confessions


Girl you
Open my heart and show me all the things I never knew
Yeah you
Can show me how to fall, this isn’t waterfall
It’s love with you

So here’s the plan we go in
Real slick, real smooth
I’m only like this in a certain mood
I don’t want any trouble
I just wanna stay loyal
So I recall the taste, the sound, we move
Now I’m in a different state, a different groove
I just wanna stay humble
But I think I’m an animal

Hey, hey how you doing
the birds in your mind just flew in
To mine, this is so new and,
I think they whistle a tune I can vibe.
I’m feeling fluid flow through your eyes to mine too, and
Does it really make sense to have my words prompt you to guess
What I am holding here inside of my chest,
You’re just the same as the rest
Tryna pick pocket all the time I invest.
Well you’re the best, you’re worth it
You could put that to the test.
Learn to fly, and burn the nest.

Well how inspiring, you made me figure it out
I thought it was a minor thing
Now my souls pouring out
Like the time the light was left on,
My heart, your mouth, the bong,
Consulting all the rest on
The problem of quickness—catch on.

Yeah I can see my heart is decimated far
So what about you girl, what about you?
Shouldn’t you be suffering
Suffering too.

A fleeting fickle feeling that happened as I was leaning in
And noticed your beating heart, the same as mine
Defeated and repeating little mistakes that we apparently need to make.
What does your self say? Get out of the f—kin way and
Let the love flow in like there’s not another day, hey
Hey how you doin, the birds in your mind just flew in
To mine, this is so new and, I think they whistle a tune I can vibe
I’m feeling fluid flow thru your eyes to mine too.

Now everywhere I look, these feelings that I took
My heart is scattered, I won’t bother asking if I could
You’re minding your own life, with this you’re on my mind
My lover I am lost in wonder
Tell me how this works.

So I’ll see her in Greece
In a mishaps out of peace
And when this happens
She might very well not even remember me
But that’s the point of these stories
Moving on staying strong
Never forgetting the ones who did you right or wrong.
Seeing the lesson in both has always caused me harm
Cause then you seek it, breath it, just to keep the songs flowing on,
But the truth is
Without these notes I could very well be gone
Into the next life.
Tell me love, how long is long?

Yeah I can see my heart is decimated far
Yeah I can show you how to fall, this isn’t waterfall
It’s a love with you
So what about you girl, what about you?
Shouldn’t you be suffering
Suffering too.
What about you girl, what about you?
Shouldn’t you be loving this yeah?
Lovin this too.




The Road

I sit up and I break my knees
Once again I remember me
How I was before my sleep
I only wish I could see
How it was I was treating you
Now this whole thing has gone blue
If this story could go on loop
Fast forward to a moment with you

Do you remember when it was us
A mixed amount of trust
Whether I would stay or leave
Wasn’t up to us
Mhm

Over the see to Kahului
Can you believe it was god who flew me
It was a big step for the heart and physically
Away from you sure the skies were blue
This sweat on my back is a sign I’m missing you
Only the pen ink dries to fast
I suppose these words will last
Images of you fly by
And then they’re past

(You know, it doesn’t matter
Forgetting who, had thought he had her
Cause this truth, is all that matters
To me)

You hold comfort
All life without you is dull
I will surely fall, if I’m without you
I won’t beg tonight
I can’t prove I’m right
Cutting you out

I feel strain, hold up, no wait, no why?
Is this how we choose for this to die?
A long sprint a lonely cry
I only hope I can remember why
There was disgust with everyday life
But you made it worth the try.

Our eyes have met before, I know they don’t forget.
And I’ll remember you in just a little bit.
Thinking, my mind is leaking thoughts of you.
Dreaming, you know I would’ve fought for you.
Gleaning, the wisdom I have caught from you
Really my mind is hanging onto an idea of you.
Cause I like the way we fit
Like your body bridges softly to a side I can’t forget.
And I know you didn’t mean to leave such a sting, pardon me,
But the possibility of you having a part of me, I can see,
Is not meant to be.

We could bleed yeah or we could breath
See the feeling wouldn’t leave
So hats down to you beauty
You so harshly mesmerized me
In a thick storm of regret
You’re spirit hasn’t left
And if the water doesn’t break
Does it work for me to play
With this weird box a weird shape
The melody screams your name..

You hold comfort
All life without you is dull
I will surely fall, if I’m without you
I won’t beg tonight
I can’t prove I’m right
Cutting you out

All muscles declining my spirits climbing
My body is fighting, my mind is now thriving
If you could not see our experience was shining
Then I will now break in this holy land cabin
These songs will mean nothing if you cannot grab them
The message this stores, is yours, so now have it.



Been Through

We’ve been through more
Then could be true
And I believed it was you
That told me the truth

And its our fight now
There’s nothing else to calm down
It’s the same now can’t you see?
My hearts a flame for you baby

I hear everything you said to me
Over again in my dreams
I can feel your lips on me
When I am asleep

I’ve moved on now cant you see?
It’s just me and little ukulele
I hear your voice through the trees
Every night when I dream

And you, you would look at me a little silly
And I’d know that you had doubt in me
But I heard every word you said
It comes back every night in my head
And leaves me weak in the day
When will this go away?

You’ve been gone for quite awhile
(Separated I’m confused what’s the sense in this change?)
And you’re so far gone now
(You’ve moved on now I can see I’m the fool in this game)
I knew this wouldn’t last
The truth came out.. it was lies
It was lies



Pictures

So you take me upon this now
It is true, I was never fooled by doubt
Questions lay at the foot of my bed
Could we say it was a worthy bet?

That losing you was the last regard
And loving you showed me how to fall

But now I’m caught in the middle of the storm
I look at our pictures
What have we become?

So I fell upon you, how?
Could I expect to breath in this depth
Your loneliness
And questions lay with no rest
It’s this part of me I’ll keep expressed

What you meant to me
I thought you’d set me free
Girl you could never know
How many thoughts I bleed for you
I bleed for you

Losing you was the last regard
And loving you showed me how to fall

But now I’m caught in the middle of the storm
Go look at our pictures
What have we become?